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Elysia
Accepted fate's arrangement. Everyone has their own past, im no exception. 30th's. 失去当中,感到了遗憾, 曾经拥有的一切无法取代. Am touched by the littlest things you do & also hurt even by your slightest action, your the only one that can make me feel so fragile and vulnerable again..
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Clinging onto you.


我已分不清太多的对与错, 心里很多话想说却说不出来.
是否明白, 是否足够? 这一切到底为什么.
但从没遗憾曾拥有的快乐与悲伤, 可是美好的回忆只不过是曾经.
分不清一切都是谁的错, 付出换来这种结果.....

I loathe bickerings, disastrous. Initially, accompanied Miaoqi Sister take bus to Amk in the morning, nearly dozed inside the bus as i was somehow feeling sleepy. Walked to the Polyclinic with her, took the queue number. End up didnt went back, instead we went to find Hans at Mrt station. Things got better for the both of us :') Left shortly after as i didnt wanted to be a lightbulb. Trained home then took my nap. Audi-ed with Joan, Ahvin, Buibui, Ahxuan after i woke up. Gonna meet Michelle tmwr at Ecp &'ve a nice long talk with her. Boyf just woke up and slept back, shall've my dinner soon. Stomach growling. Hope i'll be able to stay awake for the night today so i can wake up early later on when sunrise comes~ :P

I'll bleed my heart dry for you.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Self contradiction.

Was supposed to catch a midnight movie (New Moon) with Troy, Erica, Miaoqi & Ryan but was cancelled last minute as they changed location to Tpy. Hence, landed up @ Evo with Miaoqi Sister for the night :D it's getting tougher each day, 不平凡的爱....

1) Idk whyie girls nowadays're so cheap skate. They got no self esteem i suppose? No offence seriously. What's so fun with breaking other couples relationship. Does it gives y'guys the satisfaction? Or maybe they think that being a 3rd party making others break up've no fault or so. Come on lah, be automatic abit. People've boyf or girlf still text that person as you wish, then after that make everyone quarrel -.- true to say even the boy/girl says he or she's fine with it but obviously the jealousy level is still there, unless you dont even give a fuck care.

2) When you care about other people's problem or stuffs, you tend to get involved in it as well. Maybe out of curiousity, being a kind soul to help a friend/sister/brother in need or just the middleman. It maybe due to kpo-ness or just really trying to help out. But normally'll lead to some misunderstandings? Correct to say that you should not give a damn cause it is none of your business but ask yourself'll you stand there and act as though nothing happen and tell that *person* you've no ability to try to salvage the situation when you can. Doesn't it make any sense? It may be bullshit to you but well it's worth thinking through all these.

3) Can you understand what the other person is thinking or planning of? You cant. He or she seems to your next of kin, or someone close to you. But're the words coming out of their mouth true, or false? Have you really tried sitting down figuring out that? Speaking i love you, i hate you, or close to you. Do they say this just to make your day or having some motive behind? You wont ever know. Hypocrites, backstabbers, two headed snakes're around the world. Right beside you, you wont know as well. All i can say is that true friends wont leave you in the lurch when your in need of them no matter on what circumstances or consequences. A helping hand is always needed even if your independent, no matter how solitude your you still need someone to rely on. Trust nobody but yourself, things're always unpredictable. One minute your friends, the next minute you maybe enemies, or even badmouthing each other. Haha :)

I got so much more to add on in this post but somehow inconvenient to type out here, will be easier for me to blog everything out when im at home. So'll update more when i reach home aye, tkcare all! http://sanguinex-in.blogspot.com, dont you know the meaning of copyrighted? My blog post and quotes so nice to copy & paste meh? Caught you, LOL. Ily Bf :'D

Replay it.